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阴阴凉凉的天，突然没平时的那么冷静，

内心很没有安全感，是不是有一些事情要发生了呢？

>.<

说好了不理，看了又不爽， 做了又要讲，

脸色给你看，感觉很不爽。

自己找麻烦咯。。。

病了吗？

好不容易睡着了，却被那该死的闹钟吵醒。

床虽然暖暖的，可我的心却冷冷的。

不知不觉，情绪被寒冷的心钩起，眼泪也不小心的从眼角滑落。

我努力的尝试把情绪压抑着，想一想在身边支持我的你，

虽然有好些，可还是感觉得到眼泪不停的拥挤在我眼睛。

尝试着去看平时最爱的娱乐节目，可在最爆笑的地方，我却没办法笑；

感觉到的只是我内心里的寒意，眼泪也在这地方着落。

这种寒冷的情绪，没有理由，没有目的，只有眼泪能代替。

这种情绪已经不是第一次了，我还能撑多久？

是我想太多了吗？还是我真的病了？

randomly...

whheee......when she is out of control..

1. Bang bang..she bang she bang she bang~~bang her head on the wall but nothing happens. Stupid..!! that's not a concrete wall, is timber wall!!..head wunt bleed but can only feel the dizziness...lol....ok, should stop bang on the wall..try other new thing..

2. BALCONY!!!...ouch!! i can feel the pain when i'm on the floor... No way, i must die without pain.

3. Poison myself...no way..!! pain too and i dunwan to suffer from stomach pain..i hate stomach pain.

Hmmmm.... *blink blink* Think think think, suddenly the mind was distracted..

1. Dun be stupid little girl..not worth it to bang ur head on the wall n u get nothing after all..Besides, u will create noise pollution to ur neighbour..!!!

2. Dun ever try to jump from the balcony!! balcony is not for u to suicide, it is for u to have a good view towards this world. Remember that u always look at the moon at night? remember that u always look at the tress, flowers, people..??remember that u always look and waiting for someone thru the balcony??

3. Poison...hmmm...not a good idea as it will spoil ur organ...better keep ur organ fresh and healthy so that u can donate to those who needed it when u die.

Conclusion:

hmmm...the ways didnt work...However, when there is a will, there is always a way..!! lol..So, is not in a rush to kill youself..think wisely and you will get wat u wan..

我。

还望着窗外。。

那熟悉的后巷，熟悉的路途，可却少了熟悉的身影。。

天色都黑了，可那画面依然和白天一样。。

熟悉的后巷，熟悉的路途，可却少了熟悉的身影。。

BLueberry Cream Cheese Muffins..

新鲜出炉的 blueberry cream cheese muffins..

神秘muffin..><

将！将！看起来很像发霉的muffin，其实是蓝梅啦。。

这粒muffin 是最多蓝梅的。。嘿嘿！！

最上一层：blueberry jam

中间：cream cheese

黑黑的当然是blueberry la..

贪吃鬼 + 大头鬼 。。哈哈！！

Picnic day..

Wakaka...Went to picnic before semester break ends..

venue: city 的 botanical garden

我的野餐Look..

他的野餐 look..

我们的野餐食品。。

(meiji choco stick, kitkat dark chocolate, arnott's royals, juice)

*(black pepper chicken, mee, muffin n bananas.)

note: * which is not shown in the pic are all inside our tummy..wakkaa..

SS on the groud..

回家前来一张。。 hehehe...